I was at a great venue this Friday and Saturday just gone, it was a pageant for all the Trans people like myself, it was really my first outing to a full featured event like is common in places like Manchester, Leeds Etc. But for a Scarborough lady such as myself it was a rare chance to meet up with many people and the varied styles and at tribulations. We all share a common goal in life to find our selves, to be that which is within us, that which we have suppressed it seems like a lifetime. Is their no wonder then that for many of us this battle can never be won. In the last couple of years I have been informed of many departing this earth, either through medical complications or from losing the battle through suicide. In fact many a day goes by that I fear I am ready to give in myself, but I must try for the sake of my Children whom one day will turn to me for guidance, I pray my strength will hold out.
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